Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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And no self Res, RIP
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It's a Shame I didn't know you... Good Night
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I know there's nothing anyone here can say to make things better for you so I'll just say that I hope you and your family find peace in the end. Good luck to you and yours.
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I will reply to make sure this stays on top.
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I will reply to make sure this stays on top.
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May Shor watch over your journey to Sovngarde
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I will reply to make sure this stays on top.
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F [spoiler]F[/spoiler]
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Edited by Platchat: 4/15/2018 11:44:49 AMWe will all miss you, I pray for you and your family and hope you can pull through despite all odds Stay strong, and remember that your daughter will prosper into a fine woman and she will always be proud of you
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U wrote this on a Hospital bed?
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I clearly don’t know you personally and you probably won’t see this but there is a connection between the people of offtopic, not in the medium, but in personality. One has to have a certain type of personality to enjoy these forums. You’ve given us some wonderful posts, we’ve all had some fun here. It’s always sad to see someone leave the forums, let alone a family and the world. I wish you the best in the next. Choose your remaining time well. With those who care about you and who you care about. Goodbye, friend.
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Peace be with you, brother. 💖
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I pray brother i know i don't know you but i hope my word and everybody's else's word help you someway somehow
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Your daughter may not understand fully now, but I'm sure when she's older she'll look back on this and realise that you would've gone to the ends of the Earth to stay with her, and that you did the best that you could. I bet she'll be proud to have had a dad like that. I hope you pass peacefully, and that you get to spend as much time with your family as possible before you go. Fück cancer.
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Goodbye man... it’s been an honor. Safe travels into the next life
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This is probably the only time I’ve ever wished someone was trolling. We are all gonna miss you so much... you will live on as a legend, here in offtopic and in your daughters heart. Rest In Peace.
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It’s been an honor knowing you. Rest in peace.
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this better not be one of your plans, god.. you will be missed, we'll see you on the other side
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Rest well.
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Edited by SinisterSmile: 4/17/2018 3:24:23 AMEdit: Condolences.
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No one gets out alive. You'll be missed for now, but we'll all be there at some point. We'll join you on your journey. Good bye for now.
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I have been watching your progress and I have been hoping for your recovery, just remember your fight is not over yet. Spite is a very powerful force, I have the mentality that life will not get me that easy. Still if the time has come....... [spoiler]Sorry I am not good at this, whatever happens dont forget about us[/spoiler]
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Godspeed.
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Rest easy m8
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We'll miss you man. See you in the afterlife.