I was the one who made the "[i]Help! I stopped smoking cigarettes 38 days ago. Now I start yearning for a cigarette[/i]" post.
https://www.bungie.net/de/Forums/Post/252560866
So, I caved in and started smoking cigarettes again on Saturday last week when I was drinking beer. It wasn't happening spontaneously because of the alcohol that made me weak, no I had it planned for a few days.
[b]And you know what? It felt so good and relieving. I'm not even disappointed in myself, just happy that I don't have to fight the urge anymore.[/b]
I'm not gonna smoke every day again though. Only on Saturday when I drink beer. Before you tell me that probably won't work and you'll be smoking every day, I already made it from last week Saturday to yesterday Saturday without a cigarette.
I know, lung cancer and stuff. Seems I'm gonna risk it. I just don't want to stop enough. At least not now. But pretty sure I'll try it again at some point in my life.
Feel free to downvote this because I failed (although it doesn't feel like a failure, more like helping my soul to become happier).
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you may not be disappointed in yourself but I’m disappointed in you