I don't want to go into detail, but I've done some f.ucked up s.hit to other people as a young child and when I was 11-12 or so. I also used to steal things and stuff like that. Now, a few years later, I have aged and looking back I really regret it. A day doesn't go by where I don't feel ashamed and regret because I was so quick to lose my innocence in this world. It makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me, because I see so many people who don't have problems like these. Its been really heavy on my mind for far too long and I just feel like sharing with HF.
Apart from that I am normal and happy, and have a few friends. Its just once I remember s.hit like this my whole mood changes and it upsets me.
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[quote] It makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me, because I see so many people who don't have problems like these.[/quote] Some do but dont want to talk about for the same reasons like you. Everyone has a skeleton in their closet. The only thing you can do is move on by talking with someone you trust. Once you tell someone then you have some closure for yourself. Then what you can do is be with people that make you happy. Having positive feelings can also help you the most.