[quote]I'm saying I'm as damn close to doing that as any human could possibly be.[/quote] Obviously not, since you're on a gaming forum. Better cut all ties with your friends and family, they're nothing but distractions from ULTIMATE MENTAL ENLIGHTENMENT. Go and buy a lifetime's supply of protein powder and move into a shack in the woods where you can do nothing but read, sleep and shit for the rest of your certain-to-be-more-fulfilling life. Better hurry. This is valuable time you could be looking at maps or some shit. The holes in your argument are just mind-boggling.