If you're not joking...well if this post along with this whole thread isn't an elaborate ruse, the rest of this reply will make sense to you then. If you really are suffering from hallucinations I truly am sorry for ya bro. But this is the worst way to gain appreciation from the community. If you want to hear good things and praise from others, keep doing what you've been doing! Make awesome content for the masses, keep doing things that are constructive, not anything destructive (like this thread). If following you will make you feel any better...it's the least I can do for you it seems.