When you get am extremely attractive girlfriend and fall in love for the first time, finally get laid, and get into a long term relationship... But then you wake up, and realize it was all just a dream, and that you're still just a fat, incredibly socially awkward neckbeard, with hardly any friends and the inability to even talk to someone with interests other than yours.
Damn it, Flood I need help. How the hell do I turn my life around? How the hell do I become less socially awkward? How the hell do I even sustain a conversation with someone?
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Go outside.