Aha, now that I think about it I remember something that most people scoff at if they ask me. Although I can appreciate the female person and form, and to some degree on very rare occasions, dudes as well, I do not seek a partner. I've never made a move on anybody in remotely any fashion. I've never even been rejected before. I've turned down a couple guys, and a few girls who were just flat out blunt about things when they asked me if I wanted to get down to business. And I'm not really sure what it is. I know it's not asexualism, because I can still feel an attraction to either gender. But I just don't know what it is. I'm completely okay with being on my own. In fact I've been by myself before for stretches of months at a time. Complete and total isolation with not a single friend or relative seeing me. I figure it might be nice to have a partner, but for some reason I think there's a switch somewhere that's flipped off. I can easily imagine being alone my entire life without a partner or ever having had sexual relations of any kind. But it's a curious thing to me. I see all these people interacting, taking on partners and so on, and then there's just me. I just drift off and do my own thing and that's that.