Ohhh man! The moon was so ridiculously incredible! Especially on the beta, bet it won't be even half as good on the full title release. And this emblem! Wow, it is so awesome! I mean what is more beast mode then sporting a beta participation emblem? Nothing! So yea, you missed out on some of the greatest times life has to offer. Good thing your cancelling your pre order. You would be the laughing stock of the gaming community without that beta emblem.