I know her feels. Went 5 whole years without any friends and almost constant bullying by three -blam!-bags. 5 whole years. Never had a fake disease, but some pretty nasty shit. Forgive me if I don't specify, it was brutal. How I ever didn't off myself, I have no idea. Must be insanity. Doing the exact same f*cking thing, over and over again, expecting shit to change. Lucky I'm outta that neck of the woods. Still get looks like "wtf why are you even here and not in an asylum" every now and then. For the most part, its died down. Thank the f*cking gods.