This makes you sound really nice.... [spoiler]but also a tad creepy.[/spoiler]

Yeah... The story continued, though. Approx. a month after posting this, a guy i knew told her about how i did it to make her feel better about her friends. He told her i had feelings for her n shit. She apparently liked me as well, and was surprised that [i]I[/i], an emotionless person, liked her. Blah blah blah, stuff happened. Things were looking up, but at the same time, she was an attention whore in some ways. Snapped me pics of her crying n stuff. I always did my best at trying to comfort her, but she seemed so.... fake. Then she suddenly wanted to cut contact, and i was like wtf please no. She used bullshit excuses that really didnt make sense, but i decided to go with it. That really made me break down and cry, something i never do (stoic badass). She broke my heart </3. She really didnt seem to give a damn about me, despite always telling me how much she cared. She had her own problems to take care of, but was i really that big of a burden? I still dont know where i went wrong. She was my only friend, so now i have none. But i am now hardened and bitter; ready for more shit. And its 2AM, im insomnic, and im posting this wall of text. Blah blah blah, Fresh Prince etc. [spoiler]sadly, this clusterfu[i][/i]cked situation is true[/spoiler]

Are.... Are you me a few years ago....?

If you've attempted suicide several times, then yes. I've never felt a positive emotion in my life.