You seem to second guess or doubt yourself often I imagine you have one or two very close friends in your every day life and even then have a bit of trouble opening up to them. You fear about your weight concerns me. Especially since you run (or you're in track) and seem fit You're very slim. You appear to lack the self confidence you need to further yourself as second guesses and peer negativity greatly effect you. Despite that you continue to try your best to stay positive Every once in awhile certain types of people annoy you here and you'll make passive aggressive quips at them but that's as far as you'll go to point out your disapproval. I like you when you're happy But the days you're not honestly scare me So I keep you at arms length ready for a bomb to trigger