Well, it [i]kind[/i] of did for about a the time it took to read this. But then, I realized the choices I make in these next two weeks, are going to change the next three years of my life. I just don't want to let people down by doing things I'm not proud of, but I have this really weird feeling that I just have to. It just seems like the only worthwhile thing to do. My life seems amazing on the outside, but on the inside it's a crumbling mess that just keeps having things pile onto it; when it is reaching it's maximum weight. Sorry if this doesn't make any sense, I'm just really paranoid about what certain people would think, because I know for a fact that they'll read this post.