And yeah, koga is right. You gotta do what you gotta do. Don't worry about what other people think. What matters is what makes you happy or will help you. As for family eventually they will understand and forgive if they are part of the issue.

Kogasoldier is right. I guess all i can add to that is one word: empathy. Don't care so much about what others think. I dissapoint people i love all the time, but that doesn't mean the world is gonna end. Can you not try making up for it afterwards?