There is so much, like I said I don't even know where to begin. I probably wouldn't have any friends if it weren't for my brother (we all hangout together) but im not sure if I would even call them my friends. I have terrible ocd, and the people I live with are incredibly messy. I have terrible social anxiety and im very awkward. Recently I somehow got this weird medical thing, I dont even know how to describe it, but it has really plummeted me deeper into this rabbit hole.