Tbh no one is gonna care that you burned it down a few times. Yeah your parents will be pissed for a little while, but to say youre a failure because of it is silly. You're still in high school, you really haven't had much time to prove yourself as either a success or failure. Challenge yourself to correct your grades and pay attention in class for the rest of your duration at school. Find a non-gaming hobby, perhaps something that involves being outside in the summer. If you're athletic at all, join a sports team. Most high schools have all inclusive cross country teams, you could join one in the Fall. The worst thing to do is let this get to you. You said the drugz happened last year? You gotta move past it and anyone still judging you be damned (especially if they're your peers as many of them will probably be blazin every 4:20 for 4 years in college). As far as your girl goes, don't listen to what everyone else says. I know that sounds cliché but there's a reason its cliché. She's your girl not anyone else's, so no one has a right to comment on what the two of you do or do not do. [spoiler]I usually am not posting anything nearly so productive, so cheers :-)[/spoiler]