Not entirely. I suppose it depends on the mood I'm in. On January fourteenth I must have been really feeling down to say all that stuff that I said. All of it's true but, normally I try to ignore all that and just deal with it. I'm feeling a lot better today. Though the more I delve on this subject it makes me think of all the other difficulties I deal with. But everyone has difficulties. Thank you for answereing my cry for help. It really means a lot to me knowing that there are people out there as kind as yourself.