No offence mate, but how old are you? You'd be a fool to spend ALL your free time playing games over being with her. You clearly didn't love her that much if you wanted to game lots rather than spend time with her. You working hard and putting "food on the table" is not a justification that you can play games all day. Girls want attention, and to be loved. You clearly did neither and nobody deserves that, we're all humans after all. As for the girl in question I'm glad you've ended it with her. It allows her to find a boyfriend that will love her and spend time with her. She clearly deserves much better than you. EDIT: Even if this is a troll post the points still stand.