Panic due to withdraw Develops depression Locked in a room for 3 months Gets advertisement from junk mail Reads mail Tells me to get a life The ad is right, I need a life Gets out of house to start a new life Applies for McDonald's Works part time Gets college funds Studies and works for 2 years Promoted to captain at McDonald's Majors in chemistry Still depressed, but must keep going Studies how the brain works Learns many things along the way McDonald's burned down due to gang attack Whatever, I was going to quit anyway Another year, finally got my masters degree Applies to research the brain Gets 125 times more money than McDonald's Becomes successful Still depressed, but I have a reason to move on Need to profit, so much debt to pay off 6 months, discovered how depression works Experiments begin So much stress, but not enough done Must keep working Began charity for research Charity is a success, need better equipment I need someone to help buy equipment One of the researchers decide to help Her name is Ann, she's nice I thank her for her kindness, says not to worry Depression slowly disappears 3 months passed, Ann wants to talk She tells me she loves me Never though she did, but I accept her feelings She's happy, and thanks me for my kindness I tell her not to worry 6 months, research has skyrocketed Never thought this was possible I go to the back to buy coffee At the vending machine, I hear someone The person collapses, I can hear it I look back, it's Ann She's not breathing properly, needs help I bring her to the ER, convenient that it's near Surgeons strap her up, starts inspecting Tells me to leave room 3 hours, doctor comes out Tells me she has lung cancer What? Lung cancer? Are you serious? Tells me she had it for a while She will die within 12 hours My mind can't handle this I rush inside, Ann is there She looks up to me, smiling Says she's sorry, should've told me sooner Ann will die, I don't want to see it I'm selfish, can't leave She tells me to go on and continue research For her... 2 months, suffering major depression Ann is gone, research collapsed, debt returned I'm the only one left in this Alone again, no one to support me Why did I do any of this What was the point I remember, video games I did this because I lost my video games Looking back, I have done many things I payed debt, went to college, got 2 jobs I succeeded in my research, found love I never did any of this without the withdraw I am thankful, but I want my old life back Need to finish what I started Begins research on depression 3 years, no cure, but I have friends helping me I need to keep going For my old self, for my new self, for Ann 1 year, found a way to stop depression It prevents it from overpowering you I did it, I finally did it Finished what I started The world is grateful I will need to move on, finished that Huge pay check, debt no longer exists I am done Now, I need to do what I always wanted to do I break into heron78's house Take back what is mine and leaves I have succeeded in life, now I can return My old self, I have missed it so much Back to grinding monsters and dank memes